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Author: | Strange Collage Guy [ Mon Aug 20, 2012 8:03 am ] |
Blog Subject: | "I've got the spirit, but lose the feeling!" |
"....I've got the spirit, lose the feeling, let it out somehow. What means to you, what means to me, and we will meet again, I'm watching you, I'm watching her, I'll take no pity from you friends, Who is right, who can tell, and who gives a damn right now, Until the spirit new sensation takes hold, then you know, Until the spirit new sensation takes hold, then you know, Until the spirit new sensation takes hold, then you know, I've got the spirit, but lose the feeling, I've got the spirit, but lose the feeling, Feeling, feeling, feeling, feeling, feeling, feeling, feeling." An excerpt from "Disorder"-Joy Division. One of my favorite songs. -Strange Collage Guy (cause sometimes I am just a big mess of experiences, put together.) |
Author: | Strange Collage Guy [ Fri Jul 13, 2012 7:28 am ] |
Blog Subject: | A mere shell... |
"The souls that god has given us, our spirits-our spirits, which found a way to swim through the immense network and live in the infinity of space. Is not the human body a mere shell, a form of existence all too small and weak for consciousness with such vast reach and potential?"-Pierrot Le Fou Decided to put the quote here, just something to meditate upon. |
Author: | Strange Collage Guy [ Sun Jul 01, 2012 6:44 am ] |
Blog Subject: | Life is a dream. I'll wake one day. |
"It is a good viewpoint to see the world as a dream. When you have something like a nightmare, you will wake up and tell yourself that it was only a dream. It is said that the world we live in is not a bit different from this."- Yamamoto Tsunemoto Life filled with our own perceptions or illusions. What is happiness, really? Money, power,is it love is it outside of us? What is actually real? What is right and what is wrong in absolute terms. Life is a dream, and when the time comes....one day....I will "wake up" and say it was "Haaaa... it only a dream". I remember a small exchange of dialog from one of my favorite anime, Cowboy Bebop. There was once a boy and his father named "Laughing Bull". The boy said "A star just fell from the sky." His father responded "That is not an ordinary star, my son. That star is the tear of a warrior. " The boy said "What warrior was it?" Laughing Bull said "A lost soul who has finished his battles somewhere on this planet. A pitiful soul who could not find his way to the lofty realm where the great spirit awaits us all. " I know, one day my battle will be finished, will yours? Life, every changing, always in continuation, not in section or parts. Like a endless moving river through the green valleys, moving and moving. And like a river, maybe a great ocean awaits us. |
Author: | Strange Collage Guy [ Sun Feb 26, 2012 5:43 am ] |
Blog Subject: | this half a sleep, looking at me |
Writing this half a sleep, life is good. Girl seeing me in lecture, notices something off about my face. I feel her looking at me so I look at her with smile. We change subject and talk about something common ground. Shes normal, me on the other hand off,,,,hah way off. Life, funny, boring, and bad. I play the part tha needs to be played. My other self is good at this, playing the part like in a Shakespeare play. Sometimes I wonder if I am a wolf in sheeps clothing or a monster playing the good Samaritan. MY way of doing things is, is not what. maybe its time to do what I do and get it done. |
Author: | Strange Collage Guy [ Tue Jan 17, 2012 9:02 am ] |
Blog Subject: | The Lone Wolf... |
I have always been the "lone wolf", moving alone, eating alone, even going after a "prey" alone. For as long as I can remember I was the one who would work alone, rather than in groups, walk home alone rather than in groups.The plans that I made, have been worked and applied to my only satisfaction and to great success. I even sometimes wonder if other people like me work together with other psychopaths, if they ever happen to cross each others paths. I guess they would becuase the choice of working together would appease them both, its interesting to think of these scenarios. I always wondered why people preferred to work in groups rather than themselves maybe its the normal thing to do. Even in the college cafeteria as I look around; everyone wants to be part of the "group" or "pack" and will feel bad or left out if they are not part of it, and this is just sitting down eating food. Well at least that part of the normal "pack" I understand somewhat enough becuase, being a lone wolf you have to learn how to become disguised as a sheep sometimes, learn to become one of them to move in closer and closer until your ready to strike. -Strange Collage Guy |
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